go ahead and try and paralyse me- break me in two
and expect me to stay with you- hold me up-
watch my head-

i'm only holding my breath
so i don't vomit all over you.

the stench of rotting love is covered in you-
and the roses got up and left days ago-
with no reason or excuse
but they were fed up with you.

lies are vows too-
ones that are kept harder-
and paid to fall in bed with lovers---

i could never bend like that for you.

-a.