controlled.
predictable.
excitement
and you are nothing i expected
but all that i dreamt.
did you meet me there
or was saturday your first glance?

there should be protocol for this
a lil guidance-
direction.
instead of the free falling that's
been reaching my heart.
my heart
which days earlier.
moments before
was beyond climbing
the wall too high
and i have a fear of heights

you didn't even pause-
listened
but then pushed on.

and i trusted you.

wednesday afternoon
whatever it'll lead to
will be forever remembered by mind
and beyond skin.

-a.